Poo Poo in My Pants
Have you ever wanted something really bad but it required you to take a risk? Maybe a really big risk. One that brought you so much excitement but made you want to crap your pants at the same time?
Well, lets just say I’v taken so many risks in my life that I could fill a box of Costco diapers with all the moments I wanted to crap my pants. But guess what? These risks have there rewards. The reward might not always be what you thought, but underneath the life lessons, personal growth, and memories, there is a deep understanding and trust in yourself and the universe.
Take the risk!!! If it doesn't scare you, then you aren't dreaming big enough. You can think of those crap filled underwear as your pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
I’ve sold everything I owned and moved to another country twice. I’ve quit a secure job that I loved to live off grid an hour away from civilization. I have accepted jobs, made big decisions, and followed my heart and my gut, because I trusted myself and the universe. So far, I’ve never been disappointed.
Now, at 33 years old, married and with two children, I am taking another big risk. I’m doing what I know I was born to do and that is to teach others the power of mindset. My mindset has been my driving force for success in all of these adventures. I know the power behind thoughts, how they effect your mood, health, ability to attract abundance, and realtionship with yourself and others. This is why I am a mindset coach, because I transform lives and empower others to live their life with true authenticity.
Starting my own business, being vulnerable, putting myself out there for the world to see, feels nerve racking, but hiding from my truth and never taking the leap is far more scary. In times of uncertainty, before the big leap, I have always asked the universe for a sign that I am on the right path.
I set an intention. I ask. I listen. Then I receive.
This time around, my affirmation from the universe has been 111 or 1111. I did not ask for this symbol, but instead it was chosen for me and it is very fitting.
“This number is a message from your angels to pay attention to your thoughts, for what you think becomes who you are. As a result, maintaining a good attitude is critical. Negative feelings and thoughts should be avoided.
With all of this in mind, it's critical to determine what you truly desire. Make a decision about your life's path and stick to it. Trust your intuition when making a decision” (deeperspirit.com)
The number 111 or 1111 has shown up so many times, multiple times a day for months now, that it has become comical. When I see this sign, I place a hand on my heart and say “thank you universe for sending me guidance and assurance”.
At first, I would see this number show up on the clock or my watch, and I know what your thinking… Well its that time of day four times in a 24 hour period, thats nothing special, 11:11 or 1:11. And, okay, maybe its not special, but my mindset says it is and then I ask for more signs, and they start to get a little more obscure.
There was one instance, where I got a text from my aunt who said “I will meet you tomorrow at your house at 111” …“Ooops, I meant I’ll be there at 111” … “Why does my phone keep doing that. I’ll be there at eleven”.
On another occasion, I was gifted court side warriors tickets, which is a fricking miracle in of itself, and the ending score for the warriors was 111. Not to mention, the $1.11 change at the grocery store, the address signs, the license plate numbers, number of comments on a blog post, the time left on a youtube video, and so so much more.
The point is, the universe wants you to find your passion, live your truth, and to ask for help along the way. You don't have to do it alone. Trust yourself. Trust the universe. And of course, you can hire a mindset coach :)